sooner than later................

sorry blog ive been gone for a WHILE but here are my thoughts thats been floating around.......... im tired of bein despised by people who really dnt know the person iam but everybody has there image set on me as a regular man.........im a normal human been but my thoughts and mind is brighter then alot of these schemes i never been in the water of god so maybe that pushes me out the picture of you others but dnt judge me cause im better then half of these niccas......dnt be scared of me........................im a beast at wat i do so come see me on the courts i might show u a thing or two......................This is what loves look like but you gotta learn how use those words and put them in correct action cause then u can lose something that is right..........your special and you dont even know it but i knew it from the get go....i might have to take a couple steps back cause i dnt wANNa rush into things you arent ready for but remember youll always have my heart cause your the girl i wanted from the start..............Everyone remember the time is comin and anything can happen but we have eachother so lets be a family and be ready for the happening.......THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE

im not afraid of dyin im afraid of not trying.....

i really cant see the end gettin any closer...........

i Did it over night it couldnt happen any quicker.............son said jay how you get so fly "i said from not bein afraid to fall out the sky"................

you can run and tell my city im on.........iam what everybody in my past dont want me to be...............GUESS WHAT? i made it im the mother fckin man i just want you to see get a load of this image....LIfe is but a dream to me and i dont know why we be here but since we gotta be here life is but a beach cair............

I REALLY WANNA BE A MODEL.....

wat does it take to have that perfect body and show to the world?hard work and motivation i thinks its time.......

chapter 4

today is chapetr 4 lol yea its not that much but it is for me and no matter wat two characters go through they always end the paragraph with a a big hug a huge kiss and ily duces ......more time to come but remember who can stand last an who can put up wit who knows this is real stop pushing im to strong lol.....

W@t is Lov3..........

i can sit here and right a million things about what i think love is but im not cause i dnt have to explain lol.......But if i had to explain wat my description of wat it is to me here i go its hate/fighthing/arguing/crying/pain/happiness/inspiration /thankful/thoughtful/sad/hurt/angey/but last but not least beautiful...............that pic right there is the same night she started feeling something shes in denial but ill just let it happen........another description of love is us....honestly and truthly were exculsive sometimes its impossible to find these relationships but hey it took me 20 years..................some people may never find true love or even understand the real meaning but if you do cherish every moment and be greatful to have it cause alot of people dnt experience that fun of it all so hey this is my meaning of love and i know what it is cause i been through all and i dnt want anyone else in my life but scarlet lol but i know wat love is now i finally found it do you know wat love is ?.................and youll get those latenight calls like now lol....

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

these three cats is my dudes we been through alot and done alot for the amount of time weve knew each other but we created a brother hood even though we busy men and dont get to hang as much we still hold each other down MadHouse...... thats my dude right there left hand man like a brother from another mother.....

this is my Gonnie to the left right here even though we aint clicking right now thats my older sis i never had gots mucho love.......

kyel sometimes i wonder wat the hell this kid be thinking but other then that mad cool dude people judge but he ight get to know him......and to the left thats my crew/fam i ride wit these dudes grew up wit them and fought wit them but this is family and what cant makes us wont break us love yall.............

A very good bf even though we been very distant she taught me alot and the way to treat women thanks you biff..................and i save the best for last cause this is my closes friend ever i slip out some things that i should of never said but we hold eachother down this is the only person i can really talk to and trust and honestly i told her things that nobody will ever know but thats my bestfriend/friend/lover/gf/slacker but who else is gonna put her wit her thats my G love her like a fat kid loves cake.......and these are my true friends who are yours?