im an emotional monster but if i wasnt will i go thru all this pain yall put me thru?.................i dont think people understand how much effort i put into everything i do but people dont care they just care for themselfs but its ok cause this is jay he will never change and i will always care for everyone in this world.....................i will always love you i will always be there and i will never give up but will you the same? ........people will always look at my flaws and not the best things out of me for an example wen i got arrested i lost everything even my pride people called me a bum loser and all life from there was hard but now im just fcked up in my head from all the words that people called me but look at me now still standing strong and ready for more............
