when im gone.......

life has been a roller coaster for the pass few months so i come from nowhere to show as a rare breed to show wat i mean..........i believe that marriage isn't
between a man & woman
but between love and love
and i believe you when you say that
you've lost all faith
but you must believe in something
something something
you gotta believe in something
Now i'm something like the chemist on campus
But there's no drug around
Quite like what i found in you you

taking advantage of sensativity..........

im an emotional monster but if i wasnt will i go thru all this pain yall put me thru?.................i dont think people understand how much effort i put into everything i do but people dont care they just care for themselfs but its ok cause this is jay he will never change and i will always care for everyone in this world.....................i will always love you i will always be there and i will never give up but will you the same? ........people will always look at my flaws and not the best things out of me for an example wen i got arrested i lost everything even my pride people called me a bum loser and all life from there was hard but now im just fcked up in my head from all the words that people called me but look at me now still standing strong and ready for more............

Lost in the world............

on the bathroom wall i wrote "i'd rather argue with you than to be with someon and else" i took a piss and dismiss it and went and found somebody else Arguing harvesting the feelings, id rather be by my fcking self till about 2AM and i call back and i hang up and start to blame myself..............somebody help .......................Lack of visual empathy equates the meaning of L-O-V-E hatred and attitude tear us entirely IM the king of leon.............this life is wild but you gotta be stronger then your heart or it can damage your thoughts so slow down and look at everything as if your on top of the clouds and then youll get the best view of wat u can do wit this thing called L-I-F-E ......... your my devil, your my angel, your my heaven ,your my hell, your my now, your my forever, your my freedom, your my jail your my lies, your my truth, your my war, your my truce, your my questions, your my proof, your my stress and your my masseuse............THIS UPSIDE DOWN WORLD

if i go will i lose everythin and if i stay will i have everythin........

Im closer to the truth then ya think...........

...........Why as people are w

e losing hope in eachother i

s that cause were caught up or we gave up?.....LIfe is more precious then a diamond cause not as people we shine more but were beautiful each of us as human beens and we shouldnt outkast one another but were lost and this is why i have such a big heart cause we dnt all give the correct amount of love that should be needed e

ven myself is scared of a thing called life and say what shouldnt be said but if my hope

love and faith is put in the air i know my love ones and

myself will be just ok..........my message to you is love i feel the world in my hands anybody wanna hand.......... ..................................people change but this jay everyday keep my head up and my thoughts right i will always leave a stamp were i stand cause everyone feels my energy and feed off cause me as a person is bigger then you think youll see as you grow with me and realize you always loved me...........
im starting to know the truth meaning everything starts to make sense when your knowledge is more expandable i love the person iam but the mind is the most difficult i soak like a sponge everyday about people friends family and understand that its part of thing you can only provide to yourself and take it in as a person....... Timeless it goes on but how can impact the numbers you have..........

Chapter 9.....You are mY Lif3

Once all alone
I was lost in a world of strangers
No one to trustOn my own, I was lonely
You suddenly appeared
It was cloudy before but now it's clearYou took away the fearAnd you brought me back to the light

These girls aint got nothing on you....

The way I’m feelin’
Things I say
All just happenWhen you pass my way
What can I do
To make you stay?I know it’s gettin’ lateBut girl I don’t want you to leaveYou tell me you’re just not the type
You wanna do this rightAnd I’m not tryna say I don’t believe you
But I refuse to feel ashamedAnd if you feel the same
This wait ain’t gonna make us better peopleTake those f-ckin’ heels off, it’s worth it girl
Nothin’ is what I can picture you in...................... Lately ive been in a hell of a mess i didnt know time was so hard and then conflicts start to begin and all falls but u gotta be a solider of love and then youll be able to carry anything from shoulder to shoulder and realize all along you were just the strongest
ever

i ride over the bridge cause bike riding has its own happiness you just ride and and connect wit nature

life feels good on two wheels.... it gets crazy at times and then it registers to be love understand my mr big red and give him a hand........

I sTiLl goT It FoR YOuu..................

i feel good, i got some time off girl it's been so long,
did you have fun, cause i'ma need a cab just to get me home,
and maybe you can call in sick, then bring it to the crib and get all this,
i know, i know i'm blunt but how real is that, you want that feelin' back,
then you should know..............................i love you but why are u walkin and then you act like you not sick cause the love is stronger then your hate that u have for the kid but deeper then thoughts inside you chest i always felt the beat towards my head and realized your in love wit a man you can never resist so pretend and forget to listen cause im the one whos stayin can u keep sayin or do u plan on makin a thing called L-O-V-E ?????????????