I sTiLl goT It FoR YOuu..................

i feel good, i got some time off girl it's been so long,
did you have fun, cause i'ma need a cab just to get me home,
and maybe you can call in sick, then bring it to the crib and get all this,
i know, i know i'm blunt but how real is that, you want that feelin' back,
then you should know..............................i love you but why are u walkin and then you act like you not sick cause the love is stronger then your hate that u have for the kid but deeper then thoughts inside you chest i always felt the beat towards my head and realized your in love wit a man you can never resist so pretend and forget to listen cause im the one whos stayin can u keep sayin or do u plan on makin a thing called L-O-V-E ?????????????

Im rare just like my Blogs..............

Im gonna piss on all of you cause im gonna make it and

leave a trail to follow my steps............ my life flash right before my eyes............walking home in the rain wit a good friend of mine and if he didnt say a word im probly be in the hospital as of right now but that was more like a wake up call keep my eyes open..............I hope one day we get married just to say we fckin did it and girl im fckin serious im wit it if your wit it cause your beauty turns me on and your sex is very vicious...............................Nothing ever changes so tonight is like tomorrow night bet its goin down we gonna make it right this is wat they mean when they talk about the life..........gettin the fohawk back

sooner than later................

sorry blog ive been gone for a WHILE but here are my thoughts thats been floating around.......... im tired of bein despised by people who really dnt know the person iam but everybody has there image set on me as a regular man.........im a normal human been but my thoughts and mind is brighter then alot of these schemes i never been in the water of god so maybe that pushes me out the picture of you others but dnt judge me cause im better then half of these niccas......dnt be scared of me........................im a beast at wat i do so come see me on the courts i might show u a thing or two......................This is what loves look like but you gotta learn how use those words and put them in correct action cause then u can lose something that is right..........your special and you dont even know it but i knew it from the get go....i might have to take a couple steps back cause i dnt wANNa rush into things you arent ready for but remember youll always have my heart cause your the girl i wanted from the start..............Everyone remember the time is comin and anything can happen but we have eachother so lets be a family and be ready for the happening.......THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE

im not afraid of dyin im afraid of not trying.....

i really cant see the end gettin any closer...........

i Did it over night it couldnt happen any quicker.............son said jay how you get so fly "i said from not bein afraid to fall out the sky"................

you can run and tell my city im on.........iam what everybody in my past dont want me to be...............GUESS WHAT? i made it im the mother fckin man i just want you to see get a load of this image....LIfe is but a dream to me and i dont know why we be here but since we gotta be here life is but a beach cair............

I REALLY WANNA BE A MODEL.....

wat does it take to have that perfect body and show to the world?hard work and motivation i thinks its time.......

chapter 4

today is chapetr 4 lol yea its not that much but it is for me and no matter wat two characters go through they always end the paragraph with a a big hug a huge kiss and ily duces ......more time to come but remember who can stand last an who can put up wit who knows this is real stop pushing im to strong lol.....

W@t is Lov3..........

i can sit here and right a million things about what i think love is but im not cause i dnt have to explain lol.......But if i had to explain wat my description of wat it is to me here i go its hate/fighthing/arguing/crying/pain/happiness/inspiration /thankful/thoughtful/sad/hurt/angey/but last but not least beautiful...............that pic right there is the same night she started feeling something shes in denial but ill just let it happen........another description of love is us....honestly and truthly were exculsive sometimes its impossible to find these relationships but hey it took me 20 years..................some people may never find true love or even understand the real meaning but if you do cherish every moment and be greatful to have it cause alot of people dnt experience that fun of it all so hey this is my meaning of love and i know what it is cause i been through all and i dnt want anyone else in my life but scarlet lol but i know wat love is now i finally found it do you know wat love is ?.................and youll get those latenight calls like now lol....